April 11, 2004
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not
see the road ahead of me. I cannot know where it will end. Nor
do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following
your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe
that the desire to please you does in fact please you.
Thomas Merton
Dear Friends,
In June of 2002 I began a two-year term of service as a mission
co-worker with the Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) assigned to work
with the Amity Foundation as an English teacher in China. As my
term draws to a close, I have spent many an hour pondering and
praying about my future. The grandiose life plan I laid out for
myself when I was 18 no longer seems applicable, but no new one
has yet been dreamt up to take its place. Yet here I am, living
half way around the world, doing God’s work. This was no
plan of mine, but it seems to be a place God is happy with me
being. |