| Email: Charlotte
Boblett
Dear Friends,
Greetings from Atlanta! I can’t believe it’s already
the end of February. Sadly, this means the year is halfway over.
Because of February being Black History Month, we have been visiting
places during our community days to learn more about the civil
rights movement. First we went to the Civil Rights Museum in Birmingham,
Alabama. I didn’t really learn any new facts, but the information
hit me a lot harder than it has in the past. My eyes welled up
as I read about all the discrimination, abuse, lynching, and the
pure hatred African Americans had to put up with for years and
years. Yes it made me sad when I learned about it growing up,
but I guess it hit me harder now because I so immersed in black
culture, since the majority of the people I’m around are
African American.
Before I came here, I worked at a boarding school where the majority
of the students were not white, in a part of Kentucky where unfortunately
there is still a lot of racism. I coached soccer and softball
and when we would go to certain schools to play a game, the other
team would say some very racist and degrading things to my team.
As a result, some of my girls would be in tears on the bus all
the way home and I felt so helpless to comfort them. How could
I get across to them that they are beautiful and intelligent young
ladies who are loved very much by several people and, most importantly,
by God? I told them they are just as important as anyone else,
no matter what anyone says, but words don’t really help
in a situation where words are what caused so much hurt in the
first place. It makes me so angry that an ignorant person’s
words can damage another person’s self esteem for a lifetime.
It’s funny and sad at same time that I have caught myself
being protective of the men I work for at the transitional house.
It’s funny because the image of one petite white girl protecting
34 big black guys (and two white guys) isn’t very practical.
It’s sad because I feel like I have to be protective of
them when I notice another white person around because I never
know what might be said to them. I know that sounds like I think
all white people are racist (I definitely don’t think that)
but the fact is that racism is still around and I’m going
to try my hardest not to let it affect the people I care about.
What I would love to see before I die is a world that truly follows
Jesus’ teaching of loving your neighbor, although I feel
like it’s never going to happen when I notice how people
negatively treat each other. My hope was renewed when we went
to the Historic Museum, where Martin Luther King Jr.’s writings
and sermons were posted for all to read. He had such a passion
to fulfill his dream of ending racism, and his determination is
amazing to me. I know he wouldn’t have gotten as far as
he did without his faith in God and support from God.
I think one of the worst emotions a person can feel is the feeling
of not being loved. I pray that God can use me somehow to show
and tell everybody that they are important and that God loves
them. I know that “everyone in the world” includes
a lot of people, but I also know that with God, anything is possible.
With so many Christians in the world—people of all races
who truly love God and their neighbors—we can achieve this
dream.
I know this letter is different than what I have written before,
but I wanted to let you know not only what I have been doing while
I’m here, but also what I have been thinking and feeling.
I can’t thank you enough for your support. These first six
months have been amazing and I pray that God will continue to
open my eyes and heart for the next six months. Also, thank you
for your continual prayers. May God bless you!
Charlotte |